Tracer's Heart 是 alamak 的

In the previous post, cos i had too many things in my mind that i had to penned, it became an entry full of words. And it's more narrative than emotive. So, i decided that this post shall more pictures (yay!) to add some colours to my blog and more personal thoughts.

 

So.... if you've read the conclusion in the previous post, you'd know that my life currently revolves around Voices and its people. Like every week and almost every day. My whatsapp top list are all voices people (on top of all the many other group chats i have). Surely you've have noticed a few names that are constantly on repeat. And one of them, you wouldn't have missed out is her. If you don't know her status currently, please refer to my whatsapp name or the title of this blog post. ;)  

MUAHAHA sorry can't help but to post a 'cooler' photo of you.

Yeah so, the point of this post is an appreciation post. say yay!

Okay. main point, think I have had many ups and downs the last few weeks. Like PMS and just inferior complexity and many many other stuff. Sorry can't help it that I am a pessimist. Anw, she's always there to hear me rant! Like seriously, every single thing from sad, happy, annoyed, wth to like very random things. Of course, supposedly mugging sessions didn't turned out very productive BUT... the chat sessions are mind-blowing. LIKE A OMG. Some things I have absolutely no idea what it is but end of the day, I realize Voices is NOT JUST ANY OTHER CCA. We have our fun times, our politics, our crazy moments, our lameness (omg patrick if you're reading this, I am referring to you) and one thing that doesn't change ultimately, is the memories. So what's the difference? Well, the difference is that we are people who have the same interest, same dreams coming together which makes everything so much more special. Theory of Family > Competitors applies here (ok side-tracking).

okay moving on, there's also super awesome moments that i cfm chop won't forget. All the dinners, be it in Angsana or TCC or Billy Bombers and anywhere else to come, every single outing I will bring back something memorable. I can't remb what i told her during every single outing, but i'll remb that she's always there to listen every time. So if you can tell, the zhong dian is that I am super appreciative what this supercalifragilistic-expialidocious senior/friend has done for me so far. Like really. Her role super important in my life. I really think I was super anti-social when i entered NUS..5 freaking weeks of self-doing almost everything. Until the point when Voices came into my life, I think i still had some form of resistance. It was really after knowing her and yichen that my life became so COLOURFUL. YAY.

Ok so conclusion. I am really grateful to have her as a peer and a friend. Although Im learning some bad habits from her, but ultimately, i really treasure the friendship alot! Not really a person who knows how to say thankyou but I hope this post will have a equally great significance for you as it is for me. No words can tell how appreciative I am. ( maybe cos im bad with words). So yes, thankyou for all the awesome super fun times. you have 1 more sem left and i hope (and i know) there'll be alot more good memories to come. Memories I'll treasure for a lifetime.

 

This post is like a letter to the future thyself. You know, years down the road, when I read this post again, I know I'll smile to myself and say, that's one person that made a change in my life.

 

SO... in case you're reading this and you still do not know, her name's Teresa.

 

With lots of <3,

Alamak