I just want to pen down some thoughts from the friday
Friday was 26th August. I think this date will be significant to me for quite some time from this year. It was his birthday.
Last year, all that I Remb about 26 aug was YOG closing ceremony. I've been one busy bee the whole of august last year. I kinda admit that I ignored Him from the Start quite a far bit.
It wasn't when he told me everything of how he felt that fateful night before SYF that I know what he's thinking all along. I saw it more of like because you didn't tell me how you felt all along that's why I don't know.
And I kinda feel bad thinking bout his 21st bday party. His Sis wanted to rent a yacht for him to celebrate but he wanted to spend it with me, just that nothing of this sort happened. So he lead a quiet 21st bday, as quiet as you can imagine.
On Friday, I thought if I should do something this year as a friend on his bday. I had thoughts about meeting him after school but idk why but I gave up that thought with fears that I might give a wrong idea...
So, Idk why I posted this but this I just felt abit affected by it...
Okay end of this meaningless post.
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