NYCO @ Hong Kong 2011 Part 3

our wins for the day!!!

hahah Viv and I decided to prank ms chen by wrapping the snakes around her....

Viv look like she's selling snakes..... LOL

Beaver and Monkey in Action

I love mai dou!!! ever since laura introduced it to us back in primary school, i've been loving this cartoon character!

We met the Beatles! hehehe

At Victoria's Peak. It was super cold!!!!!

Still remb ziyang and junyuan went up and played tai yang on their "instruments" two years back! they changed uniform alr!

this SOO ZHI MING ah.....

Mickey Fist Bump!

hahah thenghiang was super amazed at my score.......

while waiting for philharmonic magic to start.

our group with the tour guide, Amie! she's really pretty and cute man.

our mickey mouse waffle. not bad, they give you whipped cream, maple syrup and strawberries!

this was taken after jiaqing had his best moment in life! haha

near walk of fame

we laid down on the grass patch of the sky garden outside our room to watch the eclipse!

our friendship rings! thenghiang, angela and me!

okay so TB kinda accepted my fb request and i've been looking at her fb. wah i tell you, it's like an inspiring yet full of entertainment acc okay! LOL. I feel super entertained by all the songs she post... so far, i pretty much like all of it that i've played. maybe i can play one song every morning man. LOL. anw, pretty much inspired by some stuff she posted too. mainly in chinese and some are really toooooo chim for me to understand but, most of them are pretty good. At the same time, i kinda realized that she was disappointed with us before. sigh.

okay i heard this two song from her fb. so shall just share share.

I've got a life!

Woke up at ard 10+ and spent my whole morning packing my room! realized actually it's not alot of things to pack if i were to just throw away those things of the past, like secondary sch worksheet. Used to keep them cos I thought like maybe in future when i take out, I'll recall those days... BUT.... I felt that if it's impt and memorable, you'll definitely remb it. if not, then probably it's not worth remembering. SO.... throw! HAHAHA.

had lunch at about 1230.. after which, i went on fb to stalk tweety bird. LOL. omg her facebook really damn interesting. it's like happy and emo at the same time. AND... there's alot of funny things as well as chinese music! some of the songs i went to listen and it's really nice man!

okay, so i stalked her fb for about 2.5hrs.... literally viewed all the way back to oct 2010... lol. then at about 4pm, continued my packing! gotta clear everything on the floor before gg out man! so yes! i managed to clear everything.....

showered in like 10mins and headed out of the house at about 540pm.. took a bus down to kcp and walked to two fat men. and.... laura was there alr! haha the whole restaurant nobody except the ppl working there man!''

okay, so we ordered our food. I chose the basil chicken fried rice since the rest were pretty much spicy... laura had a portebello. and.. we decided to order alcohol.. cos she was a not-so-good drinker and obviously i hadn't really drank alcohol before, we decided to order a light one to share...

okay so here's our pear kopparberg cider. i took the cup and she took the bottle.. BUT.. cos first time drink so much.. i couldn't finish. SO.. i drank half a cup and she finished the rest! haha

we ordered another brats with fries and talked for quite some time. left the place ard 8... we walked to kcp for me to see how it looked like! gosh, they have moved back quite some time alr but i have never seen the main gate! today first time! haha. then after which, we decided to walk to parkway BUT... ended up at 112 katong. toured the place and i seriously dislike the walk-one-round-to-take-escalator concept! haha. anw, we kinda walked ard aimlessly. more of like chatting instead of shopping.

decided to walk to the opp to get some ice-cream but it was closed when we reached!!! haha so we continued walking down katong aimlessly. and when we reached katong shopping centre, we decided to go home! laura dropped me off at my house, all the way until the lobby somemore man!. so nice! haha.

anw, i wanted to like write about some of those things we talked about BUT, i figured that it's simply too much. chatted for like 3 hrs man... seriously, i think will take 1 day for me to blog about everything and if i can even remb all. haha SO, i shall not mention anything bout what we chatted (since some are pretty much sensitive also.. like... whether im attached.. hahahaha!)

overall, it was a really good meetup! have fun in Europe k! please listen to your bro and check-in everywhere you go hor! and must whatsapp me nice nice photo kk! oh and also, anything wrong in the dorm please evacuate imm alright! haha. see you in 2012! OH, and thanks for dinner and the cab home!

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im gonna whine about this. seriously my knee something wrong man. a few days ago, it was kinda numb... and i thought, gg la.. scarly kenna rheumatism.. but then ytr it hurt when i went 112 to find sam and to think i even walked home from parkway. i thought might be cos i stood for 5.5 hrs in CO room. but realized it started hurting in the CO room alr. this morn it was alright after i woke up. until when i went out. and it started hurting again when i was at 112 katong. SERIOUSLY, i think 112 katong is a curse for my knee. TSK! i had to limp into my room when i reached home man. wth la.. even got my dad to help me take all my things and he got annoyed: you packing or i packing ah? LOL. okay end of whining...

music to destress

really long since i've been here and i realized my tagboard got spammed! sian. need to reset it again. might as well don't put bah.

Anw, becos i was so affected today, I decided to listen to some music to de-stress ( as suggested by ms liang). turned on my ipod music app after idk how long and put it on shuffle. Then, this song came on. It's a really happy song! Quite nice and the MV is cute!

Fish Leong - 滿滿的都是愛


oh then i saw this video by my two dear friends miko and yumi. It's been so long since we attended class together alr man. 8 years alr....now they so popular plus pretty and dance super well man. *envy* when i first heard their new hit 有沒有, i didn't really like it but as yes 933 keep repeating it the last few weeks, i swear it's really addictive after listening to it a few times!



oh then this song has been my all-time favorite! have watched her from her the first round at xing guang until she realized 3 albums man! She's really good!


Lastly, one of my fav singer from xing guang! I really love her voice man! plus, she's really real and true with her life... (:

Try your best and don't regret.

im pretty lazy tonight so not gonna put emphasis into proper sentences and paragraphs. please bear with the long paragraphs and weird sentences k.

11.11.11 11.11
Math paper 2 today.
Honestly, i wasn't very happy with myself but you know what, i would say today's one of the most eventful day in my life.

reached school at bout 730am. while looking for pau, junkai came to me and he was perspiring like mad. Apparently he forgot to bring his math set and ms liang wasn't in school yet. so called mrs tan and went to look for her to get a compass. toilet and ispace after that.

when i sat down at my seat, i realized i didn't have a protractor! panic attack seriously. ran out to the staffroom and it was damn scary cos i saw nobody (except one student) there when i really needed help! called mrs tan again but she didnt pick up and its panic attack x2. after awhile, i saw mr seng heading to the staffroom and so i asked him to helped me borrow a protractor from any math teacher. he came running out afterwards and told me to return it to ms liang. i was like, relief plus alittle chill. oh and i was less panicky knowing that the protractor was from ms liang. you know, sometimes, you just feel more confident knowing that you're holding an item that represents the hopes and expectations of the owner. it's a really weird feeling and idk how to describe it but i just had this sense of security when i got it. ran back and i was perspiring too! omg. 7.55am alr. luckily made it in time. but i must say the panic attack affected my process of doing the first 2 qns cos i took about half 40 mins for it which was bad.

Anw, finished the paper but it wasn't that good la. went to the tables outside the staffroom supposedly to wait for mrs teo but she forgot about my consultation.... seriously =.= am i that hard to remb? change consultation timings 3 times alr! anw, sat in with wip, ada and shumin for about 40mins before she went through my essay with me. Idk what came to me but i totally burst out crying! and it's not just the normal tear abit only. embarrassed to the max! I just feel that i've been under mrs teo for 3 years alr but why tell me my most major problems now, 2 days before the exam? like i can do anything significant to change it like that. and she tried to force me to think hard but i couldn't. in the end, she joke saying that im a emotional person so i should do those marriage and love poetry comparison. well, i hope it comes out...

okay, then it was 1245. supposed to see ms vector at 1. so went down meet wip awhile. she gave me a hug and everything then went back up. while waiting for ms V, mr ducro came out with his coffee. haha funny scene to see. anw, he was supposed to have some interview la. had a really random chat. i think he could tell from my teary eyes and he asked if something is wrong. insisted no but he kept staring man! till i said:" can you stop staring at me?". but he continued staring. =.= anw, talked bout GP and he was alittle shocked when i told him i did the architecture and art qn. but was abit surprised when i told him one of my points. then he said i should be fine why say no good. Well, i know the essay was average but just NOT FANTASTIC. And i couldnt find a essay qn that is an A essay. And he said I am an ass. =.= he kept questioning me how do you define an A essay? what makes me so sure my essay won't be an A essay? And he started going into how he thinks he is very sure I'll do well for As but my problem is my mental state. Lack of confidence and i should not keep thinking im not good. And so, after saying that he was about to go alr and suay suay, one drop of tear rolled down my cheek. paiseh man. i think its cos i was affected by mrs teo alr so naturally i'll be v easily affected after that. but i think what he said was right.

then waited for ms V and she came at bout 130pm. started pouring and the rain kept coming in (as usual). moved to the tables at the consultation board. and obviously, i don't think anyone wouldnt notice, she asked me what's wrong. blatantly said just stress la nothing much. and she started gg on with all her prep talk and everything. then it started again, like duh right. I mean not like i was v stable alr and all this prep talk really made me stress even more. she kept telling me how it's okay and everything. okay, so we sort of began and i was okay alr. Really focussed during the consult on Wide sargasso sea. then towards the end, at bout 215pm, she started all the stuff about how i can do it, the next 48hours is gonna be crucial etc. and DUH, the same thing la. OMG, i don't understand why am i so easily affected today. okay, so she ended up by lending me her book (available only in US) for prepration and she left.

then at the start of her consult, i sorta whatsapp ms liang ask her if she's free to talk to me later not. Why her? actually, idk. It's just like asking whose the person you will think of when you're damn sad/emo and will want to talk to. for me, when im damn emo or sad, i'll think of someone whom i know will not tell anybody what happened and will not be a passive listener. i always feel that i rather have someone who can talk to me than listen to me. Plus, cos she's really cheerful most of the time we see her in sch ( outside sch another story). haha.

So she came while i was reading twitter and she saw my eyes and went like, oh... eh what happened? then she gave this FREAKING BRIGHT SMILE. like what the right.... people here crying then she smile until like that. =.= totally can't help it but ask her why she smile until so bright. anw that's not the point. the point is, we started talking about alot of things. and the main point was, over means over already must look forward and don't need so stress. okay, actually i think she told me ALOT of things about life and some about her life. it's really too much and too sensitive to post here alr. BUT. the main thing is, i felt super x 100 better after talking to her. You know, it's just that feeling of being comforted despite all the disappointments and stress. At least i know that after we leave that table, what happened will be safe with her. She raised a very important point which i was kinda guilty. She asked me that if i were to follow her instructions do 2 papers a week then the day before don't do anymore qns but more of consolidation, if i don't follow, isn't it like a matter of trust. If i trust her, i should follow suit all the way. but yknow, i just can't help but to do cos im really very insecure. whatever it is, i really learnt alot from her today. and i must say, that few years actually do make some differences in some way. totally teared all through the whole 45mins with some minor outburst here and there. oh and i kept drinking water cos you know when you cry, you feel super dehydrated? i finished my water and she was like " dont cry alr la, no more water alr!". funny ttm! at the end, had a little hug from her. hehe.

okay back to the point, sam came and we started crapping with her. shall not reveal here *sensitive issues*. at the end, i realized she stayed back for me. I really so touched can. i think that 45 mins of tearing, it's not really cos im emo or sad anymore, it's kinda involuntary, like once you start will take time to stop you know. plus, some things she told me really make me think of the whole year. it's been sucha long journey all the way and i can't help but to think to myself, im really glad i had ms liang as my math tutor. What zihui told me, i'll tell it to my juniors in future. really. i really feel touched thinking about what the things she had done for us and with us the past few months. although it was always in the joking manner, some things are not meant to be said but felt by the heart. (;

anw, wanna thanks sam and wip for giving me those hugs and words of comfort. and pauline teo ah, for talking on the phone with me! hahaha hilarious ttvm! sometimes i think my classmates are just too great to be true alr. esp pau, everything something happens, she'll text or call me jsut to check if im alright.. Im so glad to have her as a friend. thanks PAUline teo. Love you ttm! (:

okay to end off, i really wanna say thanks to ms liang la. you know what i mean. without you, i probably wouldn't have made it this far. no matter what grade it's gonna be, like what you say, try you best and don't regret. Honestly, i think i've tried pretty much to the best of my ability alr and no matter what disppointments it may be, at least, the process was good. (okay at this point in time, tears are welling up again) i don't know what to say but i am just really glad for everything that have happened. Gan dong x 100. thankyou.

tomorrow, let's start over again. try your best and don't regret. I can do it.

201011 BDAY PART 6!

Went to sch at about 11am to take polaroids with the daji girls. Then, consultation with ms V and then Mr Ducro... GP consultation ended late cos we were chatting as well. So i had no choice but to cab down to parkway. I was supposed to meet ms sim at 330pm and i only left at 330pm! LOL! anw, the uncle drove wrongly and restarted the meter! when we reached parkway, he even round down the amount payable for me! haha. cab fare wasn't expensive. less than $10. i used to pay like $15 so this time not bad alr. hehe

went to Toby's The Dessert Asylum for tea as celebration for my belated bday. Ordered an apple pie with lavender earl grey while ms sim had a hazelnut pie.

Chatted for about an hour about all sorts of things. haha. then mike came and i had to leave for tuition.

Overall, it was a good meetup! Honestly, i was abit surprised when she texted me a bday message.. Cos..... from the past few years, she didn't remb my bday but she did this year! hahaha. okay, not complaining but just felt great bout that! LOL.

Graduation

141011 Graduation Day

Waited for Graduation for a really long 3 years.. Finally, it's here. I was really excited for it.....

Woke up at bout 6am and reached sch ard 715am. Suppose to meet jingyi and sam to finish up the boards but they were late! So i blowed a balloon in the classroom and in burst! Luckily, Wip came and she helped me with the balloons.. Soon, pau, ada, bella, jingyi, sam and many came...

Headed to the hall for exam briefing at bout 8am and after that, 1032 headed to classrom 05-62. Mr Ducro and Miss Tan talked to us outside the classroom. They gave us this pencil case with food inside and our results slip and after that was a short photo taking and rushing of the boards!

Down to the hall at 10am!

After that, we went to a classroom and prepared our class gifts.. and while waiting, more photo taking.. haha that's me on junkai.. unglam...

Ms Tan came to the classroom, changed into the class shirt and we headed to look for mr Ducro.. hehe. Gave him the board and ms tan the balloon and photos! 1032 <3

Managed to snap a picture with GH.. hahaha. shall not mention much but she will be an epic memory for NYJC definitely.

Then, it was time for Ms Liang's surprise! hehe more like torturing her like that. Junkai and I made her put on the blindfold and we lead her into the classroom... Made her eat the crabstick that i cooked. It is actually an inside joke about her spider crabs.. so yeah, she was super reluctant to open her mouth at first.. she just opened and bite her teeth together. after our persuasion, she finally opened and i put the crabstick in. Junkai was like, are you sure? They drop on the floor leh. alina did you wash your hands? hahaha. funny much. and she didnt dare to bite the crabstick until she realized it was a crabstick...

Torture No. 2. We made her touch tweety bird's 3 strands of hair and told her that it's alive.. Junkai put his hands between ms Liang's and vibrated when i told her to grab. haha anw, she couldn't guess what was it so we decided to move on first..

Torture No. 3. Wei ting whispered in my ear saying that we should make her walk so that she won't know where she is... Instructed her to walk and wei ting told her she was out of the classroom alr. then wei ting say make her squat and do actions like put your hand underneath something when there was just air.. haha. then i asked her to grab and it was super funny to see how she was grabbing air and went like, there's nothing?!!! slowly lowered the balloon down and let her hold the balloon weight. Fast enough, she could guess that its a balloon....

back to guessing tweety bird.. first she touch the head and pau ask her to smack the head. It looked really hilarious. then she touch the legs and went: " It has got legs!!!" then after awhile, she was like, i know what it is alr. it's a tweety bird!

So we took off her blindfold and the first thing she said was, why this tweety bird got wear shirt one? hahaha. the whole thing was super hilarious!!! okay, then decided to take photos! after that, we made her read out aloud the letter she wrote to us! haha. video on facebook...

Went to library to find Mrs Roy after that to give her her board!

then on the way back to the classroom, went to meet mdm ang cos she wanted to see me. She gave me a birthday present.. so sweet.. then called ms lim out and took photos! hehehe. talked to them for awhile... nearly cry man.. It's been so long..... since the 0911 days until now.. There was an awkward silence and ms lim asked if i have anything to say to them.. actually i had something in mind but decided not to say in case i cry! but one thing that ms lim told me this :" you know, i wanted to tell you that next time after you graduate we need not be like teacher and student you know, can be like a friend". it was really random but touched me. I've come such a long way.....

then went to look for Chen Laoshi. She's been my motivation and emotion support all these years! really grateful for everything...

so these are the polaroids i took with the class

With some of the most important tutors in my JC life... Other than ms tan sy, I've known the rest for 3 years alr and the 4 of them have been helping me alot in this journey.. Ms tan yj have seen me from DSA until now and she's given me so many opportunities even though i screwed up at many times.

Group photos! haha love the one on the top left! Wip and weiting are so epic! And i love the math class v much too! although only 8 of us, we are the most awesome math class! (:

081011 Bday Part 4

For an overview of what happened, here's a post on A's blog. Im kinda lazy to type all the details out so i'll just add in from what is missing from here. LOL.

1) okay so we were supposed to meet at 11am at leisure part for kbox but A had to changed it to 1130am.. and just as i was walking to the busstop at 11am, she called to say that J will fetch her down to my place to pick me up. So i went back up and watched some videos till 12 before heading down. J dropped us at vivo.

2) Settled for Brotzeit cos i said i wanted to try and since i've never been there, i left the ordering part for her to do. Well, i always leave food choices to her. haha. so she ordered pork knuckles and sausage and i swear it's damn alot! we didn't even finish the food! omg.

3) OK YES, this german band started playing in the midst of us eating. I was not v much entertained by them at the start. cos like idk who are they and what's more when my back is facing them. So basically i just ate my food silently since it was difficult to talked with all the noise... and one of the performer actually stood up on my chair while another walked behind A and being so into her phone, she didn't realize and the guy honked on his instrument when she turned. epic max! okay then she asked the waiter to help dedicate a birthday song. so this guy from the band came down and kissed me on the cheek. He's freaking sweaty la! omg.. and they sang me birthday SONGSSS in english, german and international. if you're wondering what's the international language, it's basically la-la-la all the way.

4) we took train to promenade cos i couldn't remb which is the nearest mrt to marina sq. so we walked from suntec to marina. window shopped abit since SOMEONE said she's sooooo busy with work that she didn't have the time to shop and hence, being present-less for the day. okay but she gave me a card which was filled with words and more words. LOL. met silin a.k.a noobling along the way and i think i kinda screamed abit. soooo excited to see her. love her lots!

5) while walking to the mrt station at harbourfront, this lady walked straight into me. Idk what was she thinking man. i kinda saw her walking straight into me and i swerved to the side but she has entirely no intentions of moving away when there's so much space! i didn't really have much space to move away to.. okay so the knocking part was alright since like it's so common right. so i said sorry and she just walked away with the same blank face as when she knocked into me. After that, i realized my arm was bleeding! like wth! idk what the woman did but she actually scratched me till i bled! it's pretty serious for a minor knock/scratch. Used tissue to dap and clean the wound at the mrt. Like omg. This lady is way too pro alr!

6) okay, so we went into kbox at about 330pm. our room was just beside the holding room for the ktvclub competition! it was pretty awkward to have ppl standing outside the room looking in and knowing that the rooms aren't really soundproof.... kinda makes it even more awkward. oh well. i kinda went high and started doing lame things in the room... like lying on the chair. but then again, the room so big. might as well make full use of it right! lucky A never take photo of me. I remb we were singing 理想情人 and i wasn't even looking at the screen cos i couldn't see it lying down.. lol. then i think i stood up quite a few times cos for ppl who knows me, i can't sit for long. hahaha. A literally sat there throughout. amazing man.... yup so basically i totally high man. I think if there were more ppl, i might have just picked some random high songs like GET HIGH and jump around the room or something. LOL!

7) I started off with Sammi's 不要驚動愛情. I really like that song alot. A didnt really sing much though. haha cos i think those songs i pick she doesn't really know.... Those she pick are typical KTV songs like 心动, 遗失的美好.... i kinda intro-ed her a few songs. Hope she likes it though. Oh and i realized that alot of the songs can relate to her life story man. haha.

8) okay so i tried to be funny. During Sammi's 唯独你是不可取替, i kinda turned to her and wanted to do the "shen qing" look. But apparently, this dumb dumb here was totally unaware of it. I started laughing and she thought what happened. I refused to tell her and she was bugging me to tell her why. she even went to analyze the song lyrics cos she thought it has something to do with it. So i decided to try again, TWICE and she didnt get it. OMG damn slow lor. So i decided to tell her and she was like oh really? haha. damn funny only. Imagine if a guy does that to her, she's totally ignorant of it. I think the guy will be like wth man. LOL.

okay that's about it that i have to add in....some pics...

Overall it was a really great day! although the original plan of durian plus circle line kinda failed, it was still fun! Must really thank her for spending the last teen birthday with me! hehe. (:

071011 BDAY PART 3

Okay so once i got home from dinner with bella and all, i was uploading the photos and just looking through it.. replying all the bday wishes on fb too when my mum came to nag at me to sleep and i dragged alittle bit longer till 12.30am before switching off the com. while i was on the com, huixian tagged me in this video of her singing and playing on the piano!

you can watch the video here: http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=10150400149823156

before that, she actually texted me to ask if i was home and i thought she wanted to come over but she replied telling me to go see fb later. so yep.

As i sat on my bed after i switched off my com, sam called. It was kinda weird cos she asked me if i wanna go out with her... the convo went something like that:

Sam: hello... happy belated birthday! you sleep alr?

me: haha thanks nope why?

Sam: oh wanna go out with me?

me: okay. when?

Sam: now?

Me: huh? cannot la. you know my mum don't allow me to go out so late one.

Sam: anw, i know you sure cannot go out one la so i left your present at your doorstep.

Me: serious??!! *surprised*

Sam: yes you bettter hurry go take if not later ppl take. oh and i left your place alr cos im in a rush.

Me: oh okok. thanks!

okay so i went to my mum's room and told her sam came and left a present and she scolded me for waking her up. haha then i went to the door... i opened the door and could see through the holes of the gate. Didn't see anything so i decided to walk further front so i could see better.. and that was when...... i saw liyin, huixian and sam standing at the corner of the corridor. I swear it was freaky at first to see 3 figures at your doorstep.. but then again, i was shocked and apparently, they said my face was epic... haha

Okay so i opened the gate and went out..... they bought me this fruit tart which i was supposed to eat at least one strawberry... and after which they said i need to finish all the tarts before i can go back in. funny but ya... so we took some photos and chatted for awhile before they left.. so sweet of them.. Love my girlfriends!

This was when they were waiting for me to open my door.. haha

they didn't managed to capture my epic face but from this one, you can tell that im still shock. haha.

I like this photo... hehehe.

make a wish....

Babes i love the most! hehehehe. (:

071011 BDAY PART 2

Reached home and my mum gave me my present! So it was this white box of which when i opened it, it contained an 'american express' card. It's actually a thumbdrive that i bought last sat. okay more of like i asked my mum to pay for me.. and then they were saying like im pretty dumb. so there was supposedly another present in that box. I searched for really long before realizing it's a credit card stuck beneath a white piece of paper that my mum scotch-taped onto the box. LOL.

okay so after that my bro and sis showed me some videos they made for me and it was time to cut the cake!

and i suggested doing the big eye thingy! haha

Look alike?

071011 BDAY PART 1

So the day started off with being in school. Took some class photos which will be posted up soon.. Went home at 3.30pm. Ate some macaroni and kong ba bao ard 4pm and went to nap from 430-530pm! dad fetched me and dropped me at nex to meet bella. It started to pour!

Bella and i took a bus to serangoon gardens and walked around in search of good dinner places. Decided to eat at Bakerzin! It's my first time there though. We ordered ALOT of food. I had baked shell pasta. It was pretty interesting cos the top was covered with cheese while inside was filled with gravy! i couldn't finished after sharing a pizza with them! Then we had desserts. Ordered a banana spilt and a souffle. It was pretty good i must say.

Slacked around and chatted till bout 930pm before bella's dad dropped us at the MRT! dad came to fetched me at kembangan and i reached home around 10pm..

We bought books for bella!

oh and they bought me a pair of shoes from new look! hehe. love it ALOT! (:

last hour of 18

Okay, it's 15mins before Im officially turning 19 and i just wanna pen this down..

The start of 18 hasn't been the most awesome one since i spent the day studying and taking the lit promos paper. Then came the bday bbq that i organized myself. haha. After that was just slacking and stuff all the way till holidays and finally, the start of J2.

J2 life has been really hectic and stress. but throughout the past few months, i have grown much closer to some people and slightly more mature i guess? I really enjoy the times although it was pretty tiring. It's something that i'd probably not experience again in my life and i truly am thankful for the fact that it happened.

So here I am, at the last few mins of being 18. Bella told me yesterday that this 4 days is the only time frame that we are the same age. haha well, It's a really funny fact and i just can say, sorry bella, im turning 19th! lol.

the start of 19 marks the end of JC and a new phase of life. Im gonna be chiong-ing for A levels to the best of my abilities and after that, it's one whole month of fun and relaxation. Then Im gonna start the brand new year probably working somewhere that i like and it's just gonna be totally whole new beginning.

As a 18yr old, i may be alittle different from many. I spend my 18th year as a student with the batch of 17th. Some say it's a shame, it's a pity but you know what, we are just one year different but we can click ALOT. Spending my year with them was one of the best things that happen to me.

19 may not be a really special age but you know what, it's the last year where i get to have a cake with only 1 big candle and next year at this time, i'll be stepping in a whole new phase of life in uni and in age. So I know this coming year will be a really great one and i intend to make it one.

Bye 18, it's great having you around with me the past one year.

I'm ready for 19. (: