okay so this is a post for the end of my one month break.
I can say that in this one month, i didnt really do alot of exciting stuff. I pushed down alot of appts, outings and ppl whom i said i'd meet this hols. So sorry to zihui, nicole and silin! I thought this hols should be just for me to study and study more..
So the first 2 weeks were pretty slack. Attempted to study but was pretty distracted. I only started hardcore mugging after i came back from m'sia. the last week of the hols was just plain studying... really sat at the table to study and study... except for using whatsapp and twitter. haha. i think i really mug quite hard during the last two weeks....
I have to admit that in term 2, i really slack alot. Seniors always told me that JC lectures is for sleeping and JC life is v tired. I kinda experienced it last term. Really slept through most of my lectures and some tutorials. Alot of the new chapters that was taught, i was really lost. Like econs and chem...But i think i really caught up with the syllabus this holiday. Quite glad about this fact.
Okay, so i didnt have a very exciting holiday and during the last week, i really felt like this was some no lifer type of thing when all i do was to face my notes. depressing but yes, that was what i did...
But despite all this, i think this holiday, i have accomplished the few basic things that i want and i need and gained from it.
1) I met up with my pretty babes and spent some time with them. Secondary school days are still the best. Really love hanging out with them cos they are my source of comfort. No matter how bad JC life is, i know i can always talk to them. Sms-ing them during lectures is one thing i really love to do in JC as well. Especially liyin, she can never fail to make me laugh at my phone. How we'll always say lame and sarcastic thing and how i always disturb her and andrew. haha. oops...
2) I spent some fair bit of time with my family. My mum took my siblings and I out for shopping and some other activities like movies. I did some shopping too with them and managed to achieve some gains from it. New shoessss.
3) I managed to take some time out to go house viewing with my family. I didnt go for all their viewings but i did attend quite a fair bit of it. I think a house is your comfort zone and where you bond with your family so its kinda impt that you're part of the choosing process too. So at least i managed to take part in this despite the busy study schedule...
4) I had a mini holiday to malaysia. one of the shortest holidays but i think it was not bad. had fun at the theme park and arcade with my siblings and i got to rebond my hair. Although it wasn't that good this time round, but it's like, once a year type of thing and i was rather disappointed at the fact that i may not get to do it when my mum cancelled the trip initially.
5) last of all, I had the most wonderful time on whatsapp with A. Actually, i find it really amazing like how we weren't close during my KC days and actually whatsapp ALOT now. almost 4 years later. Had really interesting convos, some insightful ones and some not-so-happy ones. It's pretty much a dilemma sometimes when i have to figure out what position im in when i comment on certain things but i think it doesn't really matter afterall. you know, in the middle of the night, when you're all alone, studying in the living room, there's no one around, it's always good to have someone to talk to. and it doesn't have to be mr right but just simply, a friend. managed to had a great chat with huixian too and it's really heart-warming and makes you less bored when you're doing such a tedious chore late at night. this is probably the greatest gain i've had this holiday: a new friend whom i can chat my night away. (:
So this kinda marks the end of my holiday post
it's really, less than 5 months to A lvls. I really wanna do well and not disappoint the people around me. I've been in NYJC for almost 3 years and i know there's alot ppl out there who is very concern about me and my results and i have disappointed many with my average results last year. I've promised F21 to do well and this is something i've yet to achieve. I really hope that no matter how much disappointments i have given to them in my school days, on the day of A lvls results, i'll be able to give them a pleasant surprise.
I recall fondly how ms yap teared when i showed her my O lvls results slip few years back. Back Then, i didn't take much notice and concern about it but when i do actually look back now, it was indeed very heart-warming and comforting to know that there's this teacher out there who was so happy till she teared because of her student's good results. I never did really asked her why she teared, but this scene will always be etched in my memory. And this is what i wanna achieve again on the 2nd friday in march next year. I may not be able to witness this type of thing physically again but i know if i do achieve good results, my teachers like mdm chua, ms lim, mrs tan and CLS will be happy for me just as i'd be very happy for myself. (:
The future lies in your own hands.
I determine my life, i choose how to walk my life. =D
